18 September 2009
sian....
leg got badly hurt from jeremy's blow,
damn pain....
but, came in slippers!
so cooling....
NP was fined...
everything else was NOT fine....
^*^&*^&......................
i was asked by someone questions...
at that time,
found out that does questions are what i NEEDED to know...
i YEARN to know the answers......
@&*&$(* terrible........shit man..................
person A asked,
"whats the point of looking at the bright side when there is NOTHING good to look at?"
"why pretend to be happy when u are totally not??!"
"even if everything turns back ok, are u sure it's not going to fucking happen again??!?!?"
*&*#(*#(*.....................................................................................................feel so hurt when hearing the questions..
wtf man....................................................................................................................................................
i stumbled, A continues,
"why must let someone so much when he/she doesn't even CARE about how u fucking feels?!?"
"why must you allow people to hurt u so much and u still pretend to be not noticing???"
........................................................................................................................
felt even worse.................
much worse...................................................
felt terrible.....................................................................................................................
hate the things going thru in my life
feel damn hurt...
some of you who experienced what i had should knw how i feel...
pain right? hurting right? ya....i knw..................
hope_'
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