12 September 2009
haix,
woke up at 5...
ironed my NP uniform,
got ready all the stuff,
and of course, polished my boots!
well,
went for the NP "exam" today
at HTA...
nobody studied lor....
well, nobody even CARED..hahas..
saw alot familiar faces...
but, forgot almost all their names!
lol....
but when taking the exam damn funny...
thr was this announcer,
at 1st she said all examiners,
u have 5 mins left for the exam...
then after 5mins, she said
u all still have 15mins more!
then AFTER THAT,
she said u have the LAST 5mins...
even our CI also laughing...
anyway,
on the way back to schl...
i displayed some of my hidden "powers" of poker!
so fun! stupid jelly, keep on providing chance to jiawen,
then in the end jiawen win me...hmph!
reached schl...prepared my revenge..
but in the end backfired...
the lose bet...
in the end,
i'm suppose to STUPIDTLY,
take a poker card and ask the chicken rice uncle:
"uncle, can help me top-up?"..
walao! damn ma-lu sia!
then the 3 idiots keep on laughing...
played more...
and then went out wib PK and geof after that..
watched movie...hang around..
funny though........
well, homed....
saded...
devastated....
impunity....
delirious.......
felt so hostile in the heart.....
i mean, i feel so irresponsible now...
wth is wrong?!
i really dun knw wtf is going thru in ur mind.....
depressed.....
antagonism....
drudgery......
sadistic i am....
fully inevitable.......
i really feel terrible....
i feel damn &*^*-ing hard to pretend to be happy
everyday....
so what if i get presitidge, money, fame?!
all i want is u to be a better person with a good attitude....
i'm not a impeachment person ok?
its just that...everything is going wrongly....
all wrong...u said everything was a fraud,
it really broke my heart,
u said there is a flaw,
and YET, u dun wan to solve it...
u dun wan any1 to help u....
so wtf u going do?! keep it to urself!??!?!
even if u dun feel a single shit,
have u EVER, EVER wondered how i felt?!
with all due respect,
the only thing i wish for now is
you start listening to advices,
stop being so stubborn............
i cant stop noticing WHY,
why in the world u can listen to pris,
and not ur other friends...........
just think about it.......
hope_'
07:12
